I tell people to smile, yet I can't bring myself to smile.

Being last for math, is not everyone can understand how it feels.

When I just got back my paper, I looked as if nothing happened - my marks were alright.

But deep down inside, I was hurt, I don't want to be last.

I want to get A1.

I want to prove to my mum that I don't need tuition, and can cope with studies while using computer almost everyday.

But can I do it?

I really doubt myself at times.

My grades are seriously dropping,

even my Chinese, which is like my ace subject.

I now only can hope for improvement in my English.

I need to buck up for Chinese.

After math, we had English. Apparently,

Ms Hesley didn't come cos she had course, so

Mr Chen came and taught us and he is DAMN. Nice.

Was really sleepy so I went to toilet with Rizqay and Music was boring.

K bye.