I hope this will be a really long post. hmm! don't get tired of it okay? cos it's like once in a lifetime. (:

Yesterday, was emotional for me heh. Why? Because..

Science A2 | Combined Humanities A2 | Math B4 | English B4 | HMT C5

It was mainly math. Life sucks seriously. When we work hard for something, it always turns out to be bad. It was math. It was math that I worked hard for. It was math, that I even bother to study. Do my assessments. But what did I get? A B4? comeon, at least A2? Heckno. B4. B4! I knew Ms Wu was not gonna be happy. At the same time, I was just so disappointed with myself. I wish I wasn't constantly using my phone to go internet, watch tv. but nothing is going to change. Because it is all over. I didn't do enough. I could tell my mum was really sad. Disappointed. I am so guilty. At the same time, I lost to my cousin. He got 75. Although he is in another school, the paper isn't the same , it was easier, but. On the surface, it just seemed that I was weaker. I'd always win him. But now.. Although I know that if I give it my best, it was really okay. But I didn't think so.

English was my second best subject. B4? Isn't it like a smack in the face?

Mothertongue. Heh? C5. I'm so guilty. My chinese teacher would be so disappointed. I was the one, who'd always talk in the class. Not paying attention. ..After we got our results, Me, Zihuan and Yijie were like siaozhabor the laughing, denying the fact that we got shitty results for HMT. It was really funny.

I cried. Couldn't really hold back those tears. But I shouldn't be crying. Why should I cry when I didn't work as hard? Why can't I wake up from my dream and just be alittle more like Alicia?

Today. My money got teared again. AGAIN. First, 10$. Now 5$. What's next. 2$? Then coin?

haha. Winsoon tore it. he kept apologizing. Surprisingly he was very persistent. GFs kept laughing, it was very hard for me to control too. then see him very worried, then I tell him that it was alright. he was very relieved LOL.

Got A1 for literature, highest in class with Winsoon. Happy? I don't know.

Ms Wu was scolding. But not hardcore. Phew? haha. But have to do 70 questions of math .

dammit la. Went to CWP eat, Huimin lend me money. So full, want to baozha - explode already. Played the 15 min no talk game, whoa. So hard. Saw **'s album, Zihuan keep looking at ** LOL. See I so good, never say you ** LOL

Went mandai , played abit of bball. then drank some lemon tea and went home.

Dedication.

Here's to my 1/6 lovelies, at least whom I cherish. Sorry, to whoever I missed out.

Alicia - Thanks for always being the really funny smarty pants. Snow princess! LOL.

Huimin - Thanks for always being the wonderful GF. You always never fail to forgive my bitchy-ness. Why are you so nice? Because you are Huimin. [LOL] Love you forever okays?

Siqi - Thanks for being that wonderful Cookiemonster. Your smile never fails to influence people. Hope you can dance NU ABO soon! LOL.

Hannah - Thanks for being a great GF. Although you are always quiet, you are really really sweet. :> Your smile and laugher are so unique, I like it. (:

Huining - Thanks for always, always being my "spectacle" girl. We always reove our fake specs when we say hello. You're so sweet girl.

Yiling - Thanks for being there for me. Everytime. We would always share personal thoughts about each other, and always get caught during MT class. You're so special to me, I have to tell you. Don't be sad that I always don't get to spend time with you, ); But you stand quite a fair bit in my heart.

Songlin - Why are you so pro? hahas. You're so nice, I really don't know what are your flaws. Keep going, smile. Hehe.

Yasmin - Thanks for always being my "yo" buddy! we would shout really really loud at times, and we would call each other "pretty" haha. Love you., really.

Ryana - thanks for always sharing your thoughts about ** LOL.

Xuesi - Thanks for being that nice, nice nice, nice girl in our class. You're just so sweet, and nice.

Yijie - Thanks for being my beetchy GF. Laughing like crazy like it's nobody's business. heh. You mean so much to me. Thanks for cheering me up when I am down. You're just so special. Love you. (:

Zihuan - Thanks for being that lovely GF. You are just so funny. I never know you are so horny? Haha, jk. You understand me alot, and know when to comfort me. Thanks. I really appreciate it.

Kokliang - Thanks for chatting with me in sms. And talking to me about dance! HAHAHA.

Junfeng - Thanks for being such a cute lovely boy. You really make people laugh and smile, and sometimes you are just too silly to be true. Your horniness us understood by me, because I'm alittle VERY horny. LOL.

Weigen - Thanks for being such a madboy. ^^ You are like so blur everytime. But you are really nice. AND SMART.

Winsoon - Thanks for always being there for me. You are like my best boy friend? LOL. You are so great do you know? Don't be sad about the money thing. I won't blame you. (:

Thanks. Really. Sincerely. From the bottom of my heart. (:

You people just make my life so complete.