It's a new year. More exams, more disappointments, more setbacks, more surprises and more successes. This is what I define as, life.

Got back all my results. I don't know... I don't think i did any better. Just to note, Im not showing my result to show off or anything.... wait. What did i even have to say that. its my blog, i can say whatever i want HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

English: 60/100 Hm i think it's bad but looking at the average score of my class i should i be contented.

Math: 75/100 I'm most pleased with this. Sad eh..

Science: 57/100? I'm not too sure.. Kinda sucks. Stupid bio.

Higher Mother Tongue: 54/100 This may change because this is only P1+P2. I don't like this score.. at all.

Geography: 58/100 I'm just thankful for not failing.

History: 74/100 FML

Yeah i think thats it.. I think i am throughly disappointed with Chinese. I thought i improved. i dont know what went wrong, why i got this. The paper couldn't have been hard, because everyone scored so well. Well, at least better than me. I just feel so sad. I am considering dropping higher mother tongue. I am improving, but the rest are going so much faster than me that i can't catch up. How did i even score well for my primary school Chinese? I would always top my class..

I don't know anymore. Every time i give myself hope, things just come crashing down on me and i just end up feeling disappointed time and time again. Whatever i do is just not enough. It seems like even if i do study it doesn't make a huge difference. Why do i even bother.

I don't know how life works. People always say life is unfair. But why is it fair for others? How is it fair if someone studied for their life of them but only end up getting what they did not want but another person did not even give a shit about the exam and managed to score well? Life isn't fair, and i guess it's not intending to change itself.

Sigh. I wonder why are they (seemingly) making bio as a priority? /30 for exam? Strict marking? Harder? More things to memorize? Oh gosh.

Maybe I should study even harder.. Like I have always been saying. I've learnt. And i will try harder. I must.

Going to my birthday celebration with my girlfriends tomorrow. Gosh i don;t know what to wear.. They should be treating me lor hahha my birthday sia HAHAHAHAHA ok bye.

And to end this post on a happier note..

here are pretty nails for you to enjoy!! :D