Hi. This is gonna be, sorta a rant-y post so do bear with me. It's been in my heart for quite a while now and I just wanna let it out. To feel better.

I'm blogging through my phone because if I wait until tomorrow, I would not be so bothered by it anymore, but, it would still be hiding somewhere in my heart. So this post may not be very long because if I think it's long enough, I will post it but what seems long in the phone will definitely be much shorter in the computer lol.

Ok so the topic for today : skinny.

"why don't you eat?" "why so skinny" "at home no food?" "eat more" "why arnt you doing anything about it" are just some of the things I hear whenever I meet people.

Well, firstly. Yes, I'm undeniably skinny. So? Does it seem to you that I don't care? Do you think that I want to be this skinny? Do you know how much inconvenience this has caused for me? And you think I DON'T CARE? in fact, I'm very bothered.

Secondly, I can't buy sleeveless clothing. Why? Because of the mere fact that I'm so skinny I have bones popping out of nowhere. It's so hard to buy what I want.

Thirdly, my small bones. I guess this contributes alot to my small figure. So I guess I can do nothing about it. Such a pity.

I want to gain weight. I want more meat. I try to eat alot. People think I eat very little. Hell no. In fact, I do eat alot at home(ok well maybe I'm not a glutton, but at the very least I eat a reasonable amount of food), it's really such a pity that I have a high metabolism rate. I'm very sad.

To people who are trying to lose weight, or are seemingly "jealous" of my figure(ha what a joke), please don't be. It's not fun at all.

I know I should not be complaining and should be thankful for my figure, i try not to be bothered but sometimes I just can't help but feel irritated. You don't know me.

So, don't judge me. Don't make groundless comments. Unless you know what you're saying.

K I think this is a short post haha :)